May our granaries be full, providing all kinds of produce; may our sheep bring forth thousands and ten thousands in our fields (Psalm 144:13)
Last week, my baby girl turned five. What a precious age she is, but I thought that at three and four also. The first two years, she was precious but I barely knew the LORD then, and mommyhood was less joyful for me. I loved her, and I had lots of help, but knowing God, experiencing a connection between He and I or realizing once again that it’s there, has introduced an immeasurable magnitude of joy far beyond any pleasure in earthly delights. David wrote in Psalm 16, “You make known to me the path of life; in your presence there is fullness of joy (v11). In about three weeks, I’ll celebrate five years free of substance abuse. A common cliche concerning addiction is “you only get high once” meaning you can never recapture the same chemical induced euphoria experienced the first time you use drugs. A relationship with God is just the opposite; as you build a relationship with the LORD, the fullness of joy in knowing Him continues to grow magnificently new. The continual chasing of false highs through all manner of controlling behaviors may cost you everything not tied to the addiction: family, home, job, car, freedom…life. The following of Christ costs what denies the Lordship of Jesus: substance abuse, of course, and any worldly passion or influence that attempts to usurp God’s role in your life. Putting God first sometimes seems kind of arbitrary and abstract, but I remind myself frequently, it’s done in a series of decisions gradually more often won by the Holy Spirit (in agreement with what the Bible says) than by the flesh (in agreement with the “I” or some non-scripture based call possibly socially, musically, or activity -oriented). “Teach me to do your will, for you are my God! Let your good Spirit lead me on level ground!” (Psalm 143:10). Many of us will fail to pray and wait over every decision, but just like regular good diet and exercise keep our bodies fit, daily prayer, praise, and study of the Word keep believers strong, in communion with one another, and equipped. “God is faithful; He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear” (I Cor. 10:13). Temptation leads us away from relationship with the LORD, but He provides an escape. His grace and spiritual building help me find it.
In Zechariah earilier this week, the prophet received visions of evil and a vision of salvation. First, he saw a flying scroll said to be a curse, one side for thieves and the other for liars. Lately I’ve been reminded that confession is good for the soul. The last few months of my addiction were low in usage but full of lies and sneaking around, betraying those who were caring for my daughter while I was at work in the job the LORD allowed me to keep. Of the Ten Commandments, lying and thieving break two. Stealing can be time and attention owed to another such as spouses, children, or employers, of course, so in that respect, many of us are shown great mercy on a regular basis. Whether in distress or otherwise preoccupied, my cry today is to the LORD, not a street pharmacist. “For your name’s sake, O LORD, preserve my life! In your righteousness bring my soul out of trouble!” (Psalm 143:11).
A few weeks after my deliverance, I confessed my sneaky lying activities to my mother; I thought I’d grown strong enough to not need the crutch again, but now I believe the Holy Spirit that has kept me from consequence so often compelled me to confess out of self-preservation,. In Zechariah’s second vision of evil, a woman in a basket named wickedness is planted in a community. Wickedness flourishes where truth is not honored; when we step away from God’s truth, we become vulnerable to the decieving spirit of the enemy that seeks to hold our souls captive for eternity. With the third vision of horses patrolling the earth, the LORD speaks through Zechariah, “And those who are far off shall come and help to build the temple of the LORD…And this shall come to pass, if you will diligently obey the voice of the LORD your God” (Zec 6:15). Thank-you Jesus, for suffering the cross so your perfect Spirit could be birthed in me, transforming my heart & mind to be obedient to the Almighty, our Creator. Holy Father, enable me to help build your temple! Let those who are far off hear the invitation of King Jesus and rejoin the Body of Christ.
David wrote, “May our sons in their youth be like plants full grown, our daughters like corner pillars cut for the structure of a palace” (Psalm 144:12). LORD, I thank-you for my sweet daughter; I thank-you for her sweetness, her love, her desire to know more about you. I thank-you for standing by me as I raise her, for guiding my decisions, for safeguarding us, for leading me away from influences who would try to usurp your role in our lives. LORD, help me raise her to be strong & sharp as a corner. Help me do right by your creation entrusted to my care. Jesus says, “Woe to the world because of the things that cause people to stumble! Such things must come, but woe to the person through whom they come!” It’s been said that people stop developing emotionally when they start using drugs. This might be true for any number of choices that spiritually lead us away from God. LORD, I’m so glad for the knowledge of you I have today. I’m so sorry for turning away in my youth. I pray for wisdom to make right choices for my child and to equip her to make right choices also. LORD, your Word says to rescue those stumbling towards slaughter (Pro 24:11). I thank-you that I was rescued. I pray any youth or young adult making decisions that halt their growth have a sudden revelation of your awesome power. Earlier this spring, I moved a dying yellow rose bush from my center garden to a shadier spot where it has flowered & still has buds. LORD, help your lost sons & daughters get moved to where they rejoice in your spirit. I thank you for refuge in your shade for my darling girl and I. Help us rescue those who are being taken away to death (Pro 24:11).
“His delight is not in the strength of the horse, nor his pleasure in the legs of a man, but the LORD takes pleasure in those who fear him, in those who hope in his steadfast love” (Psalm 147:10-11).
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